|| 对不起。。 ||

昨天到今天。。
一整天了。。
都不开心。。。
心觉得好痛哦。。
作工也心不在焉。。
我。。想要什么？
我自己也不确定。。
我不想再重复了。。
好烦。。我想静静的。。
感受一下静静的世界。。
会不会让我觉得很闷。。
。。。
是，我想你。。
可是，我还能怎样呢？
我有时间吗？
根本就不是一个好的男朋友。。
双子座的我，什么东西都想要。。
可是，真的是时候成熟了。。
对你对我都应该有一些责任。。
不顾一切是很爽。。
可是会让人担心，甚至是我自己。。
我竟然会担心我自己。。哈哈！
双子的我 = 成熟的我 + 幼子的我
双子的我 = 理智的我 + 不顾一切的我
双子的我 = 在人前伪装的我 + 在人后真情流露的我
为什么我就是这样的人？

|| 那时刻 ||

林启文最新作品 ： 《那时刻》



是不是在言语无法表带的时候
你就会有特别灵感呢？
连歌词都自然的唱出来。。
可是不方便post在此..
还有intro & bridge..
可是，突然忘了。。
只是快快的record chorus 下来。。
迟些再继续吧！

本来想把它名为《那时候》，
怎知道已经给梁汉文用了。。
http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMzcyNzQ3MDQ=_rss.html

|| what is it now?? ||

what is happening???
why is it happening???
how does it happened???
who make it happened???
when does it happened???
where does it heppned???
no answer???
yeah~ it shd be..
cos no one can answer it unless it is
the one u r asking now...
why?
why??

|| Not Happy ||

well.. promised myself not to put something bad over here...
but i guess, i just failed...
i m not happy about it..
why m i not in?
why others are in?
M i not qualify enough?
haiz... i m just too tired to think about this...
better go sleep early and get to office asap..
work + work + work... =(

Snake-ing

It is again come back to the old office...
Every memories here..
No matter is good or bad...
Suddenly come back to my mind...
I really do miss this place...
Miss the working enviroment here..
Miss the food here..
Miss the freedom here...
Haiz... Thinking of later needed to go back to office and work..
Now ady felt lazy..
But wat to do...
This is all the past...
Just too miss the heaven when I m in hell now..
I guess most of us are working in hell..
Glad that I was once in heaven before..

|| Wow... ||

Wow!!! I tot my blog is meant for me to post my silly things...
Nvr expect some comments there...
What a surprise...
Though is name Anonymous, but i guess...
i know who r u...
When one thing is decided to have a conclusion,
let it be so...
who knows there won't be another new chapter??
I've open up a new chapter... and everyday is pack with full load of work..
and... most of the scene in the chapter it's in office..
with my laptop, colleagues, data, and the fucking Ang Mo..
it is hardly to relate the chapter with my own life..
what i wanna do..think..plan...is gone...
I've lost that kind of the freedom...
I miss my piano playing so so much..
but who can i blame?
it is me who decide that i wanna learn more things..
One cannot be too greedy for everything...
If there's something good on your hand,
surely there'll be a bad on the other hand...
...
...
* while writing... i really miss piano paying..
so, i ran down and get a feel of the piano...
it's awesome!!!*
...
...
Well, life have to go on...
enjoy what we have today cos nobody knows what is going to happen tml...
Let there be a cheerful day for everyone!!!

|| making decision... ||

Making decision…

Is the hardest thing..

Especially in relationship…

Hurting one is unavoidable…

This is what we call “relationship”…
Sometimes, we hurt someone by accident..
really have no intention to hurt..
but somehow, the "fact" being weapon who cut unintentionally..
apart from "Sorry", there's no other word to be said...
Cheers!! My friend~

Enjoying...

Enjoy..enjoy..enjoy..
While u still have the chance...
Appreciates what have been done..
Also, appreciates what is going to be done..
The weekend, I true enjoyed..
Thank you thank you very much..
Really hope this days..
Can be my everyday life..
With no worries..
No rushing..
No need to think so much..
Just, one word...
ENJOY!!!

|| Happy Happy Day ||

Finally again…

Is another Friday…

It’s time to rest…

Also time to have fun!!!

Also, time to enjoy myself!!!

Hoohooo!!!

I’m so so so happy!!!!

I wanna truly enjoy my weekend!!!

|| new world? ||

almost everyday, i'm not punctual to left work place...

all of the days now.. is just LRT + Office + LRT + Home...

as compare, last time was in the Garden of Eden...

and now... is the real world... fight to get ur own place..

Needed to prove myself to others...

needed to be strong among the strongs...

needed to convince ppl in their hearts that I can ...

needed to let others know my name...

that's the aim...

and.. that's where the pressure is coming from...

working in a huge company, sometimes is not about how much u r getting every month end..

rather, to compete yourself with others to climb the ladder..

the pride of ones is definitely being the first place in this kind of horrible world..

yes, the people maybe very kind n nice in front of u..

who knows?

is a dangerous world after all...

But, is my choice... i'll never know this if I'm kept in the garden of eden...

May God bless everyone whom what ever they are doing now...

wherever they will be..