|| .:: DIstance ::. ||

Distance,
Some says it's the root cause of a problem;
some says it's the gap between the relation;
some says it's wall of communication;
some says it's just another reason to breakup...

But no matter what it is..
It is still depending on the 2 persons..
how they want to maintain the relationship..
Love can overcome many obstacle that can't be seen or known..
And....therefore...
I said, Distance is just another way to get closer in relationship..
ouyevolihoknotyalc...

|| .:: Hope ::. ||

Has been thinking the same thing this whole day..
I hope you can be well..
I hope during the healing process you won't be that suffer..
I hope your work load will be lesser today..
I hope traffic is smooth to work and back from work..
I hope the medicine won't make you feel drowsy..
I hope everything will go the way you want it to be..

Summary, I can only "Hope" but I can't be part of the process..
Lastly, I hope I can be with you now.. :')

|| .:: hoknotyalc ::. ||

"sorry for not here taking care of u..
buying u ribenna,
force u to take medicine
force u to rest
buy some grapes and feed u with my hands
i m sure u ll be well faster"

Quote from a conversation...
It's meaningful to me..

This is the limitation of distanced relationship..
but..

"We realise the limitation and appreciate what we can do"
Quote from hoknotyalc..

"In letting me love you and loving me in return, you have shown me the deep joy of putting someone else first"
Quote from Wedding Vows & Traditions

"The more love we receive, the more love we shine forth"
Quote from Dante

Now I know why the "Sunshine" shines so bright.. lolz..
cos hoknotyalc has give so much love to the "Sunshine".. ^^

Quote from the book of Weeding Vows & Traditions:

|| .:: 亲切感 ::. ||

今天，不小心看到了星光刘汉杰踢馆所唱的《我是一只小小鸟》。。
评审在最后说了一句 “bagus”
晶莹姐还说通常他们吃laksa的时候才会说bagus..

原来在异国听到了自己国家的语言时，
突然会感觉到一份的亲切感。。
一份的感动和一份的感触。。

|| .:: 1st Day of work ::. ||

LOL...
As if that I am that young to shout it out..
but nevertheless, I'm not that old..
although I maybe stepping into the working world quite early,
but still, I'm just a little kid who is always playful and wonder around..
Honestly speaking, I've got a little nervous..
As I'm not sure about the working environment, how's the french colleagues culture, how's the work load and stuff..
Well, the feeling is like 5 years ago, when I first walk into the very first company that I was working with..
heart pumping is at allegro, fingers & toes are getting cold, started to speak abnormal english, etc..
*taking deep breath slowly, breathing out slowly, and repeating~*
OK, not that I've calm myself down..
I trust that I'll be ok today.. ya, I will..
Good luck Lum Kai Mun! =)

|| .:: Day 1 ::. ||

Day 1

-Missing alot of ppl..
-cleaning up my room..
-rearrange all the stuff in my room..
-get myself food and drink..
-talking French to the local for the first time..
and found many of them doesn't know english..
-trying to adjust the time different here..

Hope I can get use to all this here as soon as possible.. =)

.::|| last time ||::.

Many last time things are so clearly recorded in my mind..
I know i'm gonna miss alot of things in Malaysia..
No matter is the people, food, place..
I've already given some space in my "given hard disk" to burn it add hard as I can to store this valuable memories..
Especially those special one..
The last time making u feel bad ..
The last time making u mad at me physically here..
The last time getting into the cinema..
The last time watching movie with u..
The last time receiving ur gifts..
The last time getting together as a family travel to oversees..
... And etc....

I can name more and more and more...
But, something in me tells me.. It's only 3 months..
IT WILL BE FINE...EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE...

Well, let's has faith on this and I do trust i'm well prepared to take care of myself..
missing u, u, u, u, u, u, u, u, u and u...

.::|| In Time? ||::.

"Maybe the person wants you to start writing so that when you are not there, here is the only avenue that the person feelssome kind of connection with you. November 3, 2011 11:50 AM"

someone has leave me such a comment on my previous post..
I guess my leaving do cause a lot of changes to the ppl around me..
I just realize how much they have really concern and care about me..
Especially someone that have leave me the comment..
Felt like i'm just being very selfish to myself.. :(
Wat can I do to repay them?
Answer is nothing..
Someone said the best present is to see me back safe..
Taking good care of myself will be best present for u all..

Counting the days remaining in Malaysia before heading out,
I then only realize that time is really so precious and would rather sleep lesser,
To gain more time to spend with the person I care..

Hong Kong family trip photos will not be uploaded so soon as well..
As I need those time to spend with everyone before i'm away..

|| ..:: Something to Share ::.. ||

"Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think...！"

Just come across these lines today and thought of sharing with you here..
as someone has just complaint that
I've not been updating this blog for quite some times..>.<

Well, I'm really busy these days..
Busy to spend my time in person with you rather than spending time to write here..
as.. the time is short for me to stay here this year..
even shorter for next year.. =(

|| ..:: balcony ::.. ||

Sitting at the balcony...
Looking out side at the busy traffic..
having of u on my mind..
Recalling back the memories..
this is how I spend my day while u r drunk on the other side of the world...
As I m writing,
The sky started to cry...
As if to confirmed with me that
The scene from the balcony won't be nice...
Because u r the missing piece in the scene...