|| .:: Happy Holidays ::. ||

Happy Holidays everyone~!
And not to forget,
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims.. and
to all Malaysian,
Happy 54th Independence Day!!!

It will be the most enjoyable week!!!
Enjoy everyone...

|| .:: Courage ::. ||

Hoknotyalc Hoknotyalc,
wherefore art thou Hoknotyalc...

I tot I'm strong enough to hold this..
but yet.. end up.. I've lesser courage than you have..
Just a "Like" on the status..
is it so hard?
Why am I not be able to do that?
Why do I think few times before I made that decision??
Sometimes, I am just so sick of myself..
Acknowledged yet don't dare to admit
Told yet forget
Caring yet careless..
I am just a junk..
But I know I'm lucky because
the Junk I see in the mirror, is a Sunshine in your eyes..
~tiako ianao~

|| .:: Off dAy?? ::. ||

Is tomorrow consider an off day?
hmm...
no need to work in office = stay at home and work
stay at home and work = off day from office??
hmm...
anyway, do feel like it's a holiday for me..
as the whole house of ppl
is NOT GOING TO WORK or SCHOOL tomorrow!!! >.<"

The sacrifices that I need to make is..
Wake up at 2am..hopefully can get VPN..
reporting.. then nap awhile.. get up at 7am..
process data.. reporting..then nap awhile..
10am, run script.. monitor till 2pm..
reporting again.. then submit daily report..
and sending out the last monitoring report at 6pm..
yea.. basically is working whole day at home from..
2am to 6pm...
*sigh.. *shake head*..>.<"

||.:: because of you ::.||

My life is complete..
My life is full with colors..
My life is so much diff..
This is the best thing ever..
if the world's oculus can be a lil different,
I'm very sure everyone is happy... =)

|| .:: I'm so Sorry ::. ||

Me, is always like tat..
hurting ppl unintentionally..
I really had a stinky mouth..
when jokes turns into facts is a serious nightmare..
nvr know jokes will turn into facts and that someone would actually believe..
Diff ppl will have diff mentality to judge a joke..
i m so so wrong...
even if u say u forgive, but I'll nvr forget n forgive the scary moment..
>.<'" I'm really Sorry~~!

|| .:: what is this feellings ::. ||

If you don't know..
this kind of feelings has been gone for ages..
I nvr ever felt this way before..
It is more than a dream come true..
is there any words to express this feelings?
I bet none of the written words can let me express my feelings right now~!
Thank you for wat you have done for today..
Really really appreciates it so so much..
I was feeling like i was in the dream..
but now, i knw I'm in reality with such a blessing..
I'm lucky to be the chosen one..haha..