|| .:: Happy Holidays ::. ||

Happy Holidays everyone~!
And not to forget,
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims.. and
to all Malaysian,
Happy 54th Independence Day!!!

It will be the most enjoyable week!!!
Enjoy everyone...

|| .:: Courage ::. ||

Hoknotyalc Hoknotyalc,
wherefore art thou Hoknotyalc...

I tot I'm strong enough to hold this..
but yet.. end up.. I've lesser courage than you have..
Just a "Like" on the status..
is it so hard?
Why am I not be able to do that?
Why do I think few times before I made that decision??
Sometimes, I am just so sick of myself..
Acknowledged yet don't dare to admit
Told yet forget
Caring yet careless..
I am just a junk..
But I know I'm lucky because
the Junk I see in the mirror, is a Sunshine in your eyes..
~tiako ianao~

|| .:: Off dAy?? ::. ||

Is tomorrow consider an off day?
hmm...
no need to work in office = stay at home and work
stay at home and work = off day from office??
hmm...
anyway, do feel like it's a holiday for me..
as the whole house of ppl
is NOT GOING TO WORK or SCHOOL tomorrow!!! >.<"

The sacrifices that I need to make is..
Wake up at 2am..hopefully can get VPN..
reporting.. then nap awhile.. get up at 7am..
process data.. reporting..then nap awhile..
10am, run script.. monitor till 2pm..
reporting again.. then submit daily report..
and sending out the last monitoring report at 6pm..
yea.. basically is working whole day at home from..
2am to 6pm...
*sigh.. *shake head*..>.<"

||.:: because of you ::.||

My life is complete..
My life is full with colors..
My life is so much diff..
This is the best thing ever..
if the world's oculus can be a lil different,
I'm very sure everyone is happy... =)

|| .:: I'm so Sorry ::. ||

Me, is always like tat..
hurting ppl unintentionally..
I really had a stinky mouth..
when jokes turns into facts is a serious nightmare..
nvr know jokes will turn into facts and that someone would actually believe..
Diff ppl will have diff mentality to judge a joke..
i m so so wrong...
even if u say u forgive, but I'll nvr forget n forgive the scary moment..
>.<'" I'm really Sorry~~!

|| .:: what is this feellings ::. ||

If you don't know..
this kind of feelings has been gone for ages..
I nvr ever felt this way before..
It is more than a dream come true..
is there any words to express this feelings?
I bet none of the written words can let me express my feelings right now~!
Thank you for wat you have done for today..
Really really appreciates it so so much..
I was feeling like i was in the dream..
but now, i knw I'm in reality with such a blessing..
I'm lucky to be the chosen one..haha..

|| .:: enjoying life ::. ||

I suppose to be back at 6:15pm..
need to say a "Big Thank you" to my beloved Boss..
that the "short" meeting is drag from 15mins to one hour.. =.="

Because of him,
I haven't prepare myself for the short short trip tomorrow..
haven't got the time to buy snacks...
haven't got the time to pack... =.="

but also because of him..
I saw a very funny scenery at KTM station...

It was the 1st, the train was delay as usual, and
the crowd is huge!!! I gave up to squeeze in...
As I'm standing there to watch the crowd who are squeezing themselves..
my inner heart feel abit pathetic..
why cant they line-up and go in one by one?
*sigh.. *shake head..

As I'm waiting for the next train,
a family from US (asian) came by and wait for the next train..
as they just saw the 1st train going off..
then there's a train approaching to the opposite platform..
and was announced that it was too pack and requesting the ppl to wait for another train..
one of the daughter said, "let see how they get in.."
her daddy replied her, "it's not funny.."
i wonder how is the lifestyle there in the US..
the girl even said, "i wonder how those working ppl here getting on the train everyday!"
I was like @@ --> =.="

after 30mins..
the next train finally came..
from US.. so what..
still squeeze in like we do.. LOL!!!
One thing is for sure different than we do here is..
the Unity of Fanily..
the Handsome Boy n the daddy is so protective to their members..
and even joke and laugh so naturally in the "Sardine Can"..
You can really feels the warm beside them..
they are funny and lovely family..
Making all of the Malaysian envy their ways of communication..

Wow!!! It's a long essay afterall!!!
nah~! just a stupid day to record down..
We, really do need to enjoy life.. with your love ones..

|| .:: another movie time ::. ||

Yup Yup!!!
Another night movie for tonight...
Sweet sweet...
Got lots of Leng Lui but only got one Leng Zai.. =.="
but is more than enough.. LOL
yeah~ although it's a lame movie with a lame storyline..
but, it's very very sweet..
Only stupid ppl will understand stupid ppl's actions..
I'm stupid... LOL
what matters is the heart..
the outlook or we use to say, "the packaging",
looks good, but many many filled with a stinky heart..
what is the use when "the packaging" start to de-form and the real heart is seen?
Use our Heart to treat everything & everybody..
so that we are truely living in the "REAL" world..
Nitez World..ZZzzzzz....

|| .:: Two Days ::. ||

2 free days are coming..
last week plan for this weekend is to stay at home..
wash my car,
wash my clothes..
and wanna watch pps movies..
and enjoying my snacks..
haiz... seems like plan failed..
later going out...
tml also going out..
yeah... whole day again I m not at home..
miss my bed.. =(
miss my room.. =(
and also, i miss someone.. haha..
hopefully see u in my dream later..U special one..
hehe..
another 2 days.. we shall meet..hahaha...

|| .:: 我想你哦~ ::. ||

有一个人。。
竟然出现了在我面前几个月了。。
就是没有什么在意他。。
就在前几个星期，
他。。开始慢慢的让我在记忆中。。
飘来飘去。。
甚至，开始去幻象他。。
我的天啊！我到底怎么了？？

终于，你我坦白的话。。说了。。
我。。真的有几分认真。。
但，好像又很可怕。。
我竟然backoff了。。haiz.. *shake head*
期待着你Online的时候。。
因为这样才有理由去kacau你。。
今天，突然地有点想你。。i miss u.. =)